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2006-09-01T11:11:00.000+08:00

i guess im just hurt.
hurt by your unwillingness to share your problems with me.
even i feel stupid being upset over such small matters.
but.it hurts you know!
when you know someone is troubled.
and you so badly want to help.
and that person just says "no nothing im ok"
ughh.
go ahead then.
dont bother about me.
its ok! im probably not worth your time sharing your problems.

ok i dont mean to sound so hurtful.but..sighh.

from an alltime high to alltime low.
great.
turning to food as a form of solace once again.
no wonder im turning fat.

ecaco chiobus! (: (uh ok lacking Lx2.sorry you werent there!)

got caught in a bad picture while slacking in the council room!hahah

proof that im not the only one slacking in the council room!tee hee

shue and dawnie!

during ny 89th anniversary dinner! 404! (or rather the few 404 pple who went.hahah)

you make me smile! zhi darling!! ((:

um yeahh.just some random pics.hehe
to make me happy. (:

2006-08-16T22:29:00.001+08:00

it's been awhile!
haha im back.
just came back from a farewell dinner for my sister. it's so hard to say goodbye!);
it's gonna be so damn hard on the real day ):
anw,

3 new babies!haha arriving next yr feb/march period(;
coolios aye. 2 cousins and 1 auntie!(;

haha loads of catching up today, and exchange of life stories. i like.

anw, before that cca forum. total waste of time.

anyhoo, back to work! CIAO

2006-08-16T22:29:00.000+08:00

birthday lessons

2006-08-13T15:34:00.000+08:00

hello!

hurr qt a bit of stuff happened yest.
although it wasnt the most exciting birthday ever, it was ok.
and thanks to all who wished me a happy birthday! im rly touched you guys rmbed! (:
those who didnt, but wanted to.. thanks all the same!hehe.

alright.now lets look at what ive learnt yest/

lesson no. ONE.
do not eat too much comfort food when youre feeling tired and slpy after a very long day. esp not if youre at your friend's hse for a slpover. you'll get HIGH even without alcohol!hahaha.pam, daphy and i went NUTS! the three times we went super duper super high (to the pt when we were absolutely gg crazy alr) were 1.watching japan toilet prank and hard gay.OMG.watch japan toilet prank if you hvent alr on youtube. its the most insane prank and the funniest ever!hehhee. 2. playing with pam's phone and calling her XXXX.HEHEHHEE.ok inside joke. =X 3.pamela sia gg crazy and making it seem like i have the HOTS for mr ng's butt!OMG.haha.she major spammed pple on my msn contact list saying that his butt was hot and all that.put my nick as proclaiming to love his ass.and telling mr ng that i say he's verryy cutee!omg.SO NOT TRUE.haha.but it was hilarious.

lesson no. TWO.
it is NOT fun spending half your birthday cleaning the council room and sewing banners tgt to keep the lightings web for MAF. you get annoyed easily and VERY SIAN. yup. this is the most sewing ive ever done in my entire life!like omg.

lesson no. THREE.
love your council.
hehe.yupyup i love you guys! thanks ecaco for the cake! (:
and thank you 33rd for singing me the birthday song as one big family!
it was so touching to have the entire council singing me the birthday song...AWWW

lesson no. FOUR.
watch how you walk no matter how tired you are.
I NEARLY SPRAINED BOTH MY ANKLES.
save me!
it was like, i was walking down the stairs when i accidentally turned my left ankle. and because of that i tripped and turned my other ankle as well! BLEH. i was in pain and i exclaimed out loud!got the other pple so worried for me! but thank goodness i didnt sprain it. it was so close! pheww. but now my ankles are still aching. grr.

lesson no. FIVE.
do not go to town in paint-stained PE ATTIRE! ): allison, claire, kahleng and i felt sooo zi bei!hahah.its pathetic when you see all the well-dressed pple in town and look at yourself and see.....what else but paint-stained hwa chong pe attire.hahah

alright.lessons shall end for now.
my sis wants to use the laptop and there's smth wrong with the com.so i have to stop now.
shall continue my teachings another day!
hahaha.

Aimer (:

2006-08-05T00:47:00.000+08:00

Aimer
by Roméo et Juliette
Album: Roméo et JulietteRoméo et Juliette:
R: Aimer c'est ce qu'y a d'plus beau
Aimer c'est monter si haut
Et toucher les ailes des oiseaux
Aimer c'est ce qu'y a d'plus beau
J: Aimer c'est voler le temps
Aimer c'est rester vivant
Et brûler au cœur d'un volcan
Aimer c'est c'qu'y a de plus grand
R,J: Aimer c'est plus fort que tout
Donner le meilleur de nous
Aimer et sentir son cœur
Aimer pour avoir moins peur
R, J, Chœurs: Aimer c'est ce qu'y a d'plus beau
Aimer c'est monter si haut
Et toucher les ailes des oiseaux
Aimer c'est ce qu'y a d'plus beau
Aimer c'est voler le temps
Aimer c'est rester vivant
Et brûler au cœur d'un volcan
Aimer c'est c'qu'y a de plus grand
Aimer c'est brûler ses nuits
Aimer c'est payer le prix
Et donner un sens à sa vie
Aimer c'est brûler ses nuits
Aimer c'est ce qu'y a d'plus beau
Aimer c'est monter si haut
Et toucher les ailes des oiseaux
Aimer c'est ce qu'y a d'plus beau
Aimer...

this song is just so pretty (:
ok ive had it for a really long time but i was just looking through all my songs and i saw it and remembered how much i used to like it!
and so i listened to it and...
fell back in love with it again!
haha.i aimer this song?
ok.aimer means to love so basically what i just said doesnt make sense=X

sighh.i think what im feeling now is guilt. is it?
when i read her blog..and saw the songs that she was relating to..it really made me feel really bad.
thats if she really is talking about what im thinking laa. hmm
the worst part is that that very song..was what was going through my head incessantly back then.
back when our situations were reversed. back when i was in her shoes.
she seems so sad. indirectly, or maybe even directly..im to blame!
i know it was your choice, but. that doesn't change the fact that SHE has to bear the consequences of YOUR decision. and what about me? am i just being led on? by your decisions? sighh.
its there, affecting me.
she's there, affecting me too.
there are so many other factors.so many barriers.
how are things going to work out properly?when i can't help but keep thinking about her role in all this too!
and the guilt. OH THE GUILT! sighh. its really horrid.

till now, no matter what you say, im not entirely convinced.
im touched, yes.
but promises are promises.
to see you breaking your promise to another isn't very reassuring to me.

oh how now!
i know i won't be able to cope.
but i don't wish to give it up.
not anything.
grr.what to do what to do!

A fairytale dream..if only

2006-07-29T19:50:00.000+08:00

hello there!

i dont really know what i want to blog about.hmm.today's just been a very restless day for me.
i keep waiting..and looking..and waiting..and checking...
to no avail.
sigh.
im really wasting my time when i ought to have fully converted to become a full-time mugger!

i dont even know why im holding on.there wasnt even anything to hold on to in the first place!
what an idiot i am.
its just not so easy to let go just like that you know!
i wish i could pretend none of this ever happened.
i could have saved myself from a lot more misery earlier on.
but noo.i just had to let myself fall back into the trap. and worse still.
i fell deeper...

this really sucks.
i cant seem to concentrate!
its as if im waiting for some kind of miracle.
which technically speaking, i dont wish to happen as well!
do you know how tormenting it is?
to want something and yet know you're not supposed to want it, you cant want it and your life will be even more screwed up if you do have it?????
argh.

how i wish life could be a fairytale...

-joce

2006-07-14T19:28:00.000+08:00

omg today has been a damn eventful dayy
first new pe tcher who is qt abve average looking.
and then catching up with deedee(: i loved the prata and tehpeng!

anw, after dat, as we were waiting for the bus to come, then this indian woman came out of the 961 bus and then approached us to ask for 3.80 cos she said the bus driver is blind. heartless and uncaring because she told him that she lost her ezlink card and that she needed the money to go home which is at jalan kayu.

then she described her route home from 6th ave to toa payoh to dunno where then to jalan kayu. wahlao.den lucky dee was there to save me.
she nudged me and then told the lady"sorry i dont think we canhelp you"

then guess what the dejected looking indian woman sat at the other bus bench and dint even ask the rest of the pple at the bus stop who werent wearing school uniform!!!! like wth. she think we wear sch uniform got no brains very easy to bully isit!

anw, then another freaky incident.cos i had to change bus at the buona vista mrt station. then i was listening to my mp3 when this malay man came up to me from behind and tapped me on my shoulder. he was like "excuse me i jst fell down and my ezlink card got no money, can you give me 50cents to take a ride home." okay whats this stoopid excuse about the ezlink card man. and i htink its cos im wearing sch u and they think i very easy to buly thats why they approach me. and i saw him approaching this angmoh couple too. wahlao! damn irritating. then guess wad. he ltr asked me" where you stay ah? what bus you take one?"

wahlao i was damn petrified i jst walked away and hopped onto the next cab and cabbed home. waste my money onlyyyy!!

i think singapore is gettingscarrier and scarrier.

i vow i will nvr take bus home aone / take the lift alone again.

after blocks!

2006-07-01T00:44:00.000+08:00

wow. its really been a long time since either of us blogged.
but i guess im more guilty cos mo was the last of the two of us to blog.heh

i was lazy and i was busy! those are two v v v good excuses! (:
right.who am i kiddin, man. hee.

btw, the blocks were horrid. absolutely horrid.
i wonder why i even studied so hard for.
im probly screwed up alr anw.
(altho im praying damn hard i wont fail. HOPING!!!but chances are kinda slim, huh. but no harm praying and wishing upon a falling star! (:)
ok i feel retarded.
but its after blocks! im excused! (: cos my brains were frayed in the process you see.
to quote mr ang moley: "from thurs i ll be a free man. from wed i ll be a dead man"
how true.how true.......I DONT WANT TO GET MY PAPERS BACK! pls keep them. dont give them back to me.i dont want to know how i did.
oh and just for your info, for physics paper...i totally forgot abt the errata.so i used the wrong value to do my calculations. DAMNIT!wasted precious few marks.argh.
ahh forget it.blocks are over anw. cant do anything abt it alr.
oh but i was quite amused by shu. who wrote 'sale' each time she wanted to write 'sail' for the stupid sail question for physics blocks.damn funny.hee

i went out shopping today!omg
i feel guilty.
to say i bought a lot would be wrong. i didnt.
to say i spent a lot would also be wrong. i didnt.
but to say i didnt buy much is also wrong!!!
damnit. i didnt buy too much but i bought enough to fill myself with guilt.
im so sorry wai kl and shu! i know i made you guys wait real long for me to make up my mind.
hehe.im like super indecisive.
but i had a fun time today (:

and tmr's nanyang fun fair!
at least fourohfour s gg tgt.
at least, i think so?
it'll only be fun if we all go tgt.hai
ooh.but basically my parents and my two younger siblings are gg too.
HAH! earlier than me tho. cos my younger sis wants to go ny.she went for the dsa test.hmm.and my cousin was selling my parents the tickets too.so i guess my parents are bringing my siblings there.haha.with like super a lot of tickets.hee
cos my dad bought from both my cousin and me. and he paid for my own ticket too.HEHEH.

ok im rambling.
i dont really know why im blogging now.considering how no one reads this blog. but then that could be because we dont blog anw. hehe.
yeah well. this is it.
my first blog entry in more than a month i think? =X
oh and mo, im not gg for chua this sun.
im gg out with my parents. to uh, malaysia?LOL.
dont ask. hehe. theyve never brought me to malaysia before la! apart from when i was one or two years old.
heh. which is why last dec when i went for the tourney it felt like it was my first time there. =X

okie. shall go and uh.go on doing other random stuff.
im bored.but i dont know what to do and im feeling lazy.
but im so glad im not mugging.
whee.

-joce

2006-06-02T22:13:00.000+08:00

holidays are such a bore!

the tv shows are soo boring durind the day; they only show good shows like during night time!

GREY'S ANATOMY!i like.haha.

anw, for the past wk, i havent been able to push myself to start studying. been feeling damn lethargic. but dunno why today, after coming back from trng, i jst felt like being a mugger toad and went to burn the books right aft watching the you hua haohao shuo show! haha weeekly family entertainment. its like the only time during the week that we, as a whole family (excluding my bro, since his forever somewhenere else) get to watch something on tv tog!

and!my stoopid neighbour's radio is damn freaking loud laa. i can totally hear POWER98 while i was studying. felt like it was jst right next to me.thats how loud her radio was. and it was quite freaky cos i was alone at home at night!den suddenly gt music and i thot someone switched on the radio.and there was no one else besides me!!

anyhoo.i dont wanna break that mugging momentum!
so im outta here!(:

jociebunkins pls update!

2006-05-12T11:22:00.000+08:00

okayy so now its my turn:

1.he has to have RLLY RLLY GOOD DRESS SENSE (polo shirts!stripes!)
2.he has to be suh-weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet
3.he has to be able to tell when im down because i dont rlly show it
4.he has to be able to be UNDERSTANDING
5.he has to be able to hold weird and random conversations with me
6.he has to go shopping with me (prolly another shopppaholic)
7.he must not have an OILY NOSE
8.he has to be able to hold endless convos with meee cos i get bored easily

okays that eight(:

anw, today is a good day cos it seems as if my metabolic rate is knda high cos i shat twice alrdy!
and its only like 11 woots(:

2006-05-10T21:03:00.000+08:00

been tagged by my darling shu!hahha.lover number 2! (: *muacckksss*

INSTRUCTIONS.
1. The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of his/her perfect lover.
2. Mention the gender of his/her perfect lover.
3. Tag 8 victims to join this game and leave a comment at their blogs.
4. If you are tagged the second time, there is no need to do this AGAIN.
5. The most impt rule: have fun doing it.

ahem ahem.
lol.

1. HE is to be sweet and sensitive towards me.
2. HE is able to tolerate my mood swings and must be able to cheer me up (:
3. HE is a joy to be with.
4. HE can have endless conversations with me, and never be tired of them, and yet the two of us are able to enjoy special moments of silence.
5. HE is true to me and me only. (aka. YOU CHEAT ON ME.... YOU DIE!muahahah. =X)
6. HE looks presentable. (heh. oops.)
7. HE understands me well.
8. HE shares a special bond with me. (IRRESISTABLE! haha.)

okok. i kinda crapped quite a bit of nonsense. hmm.
but theyre all true.
yup.
i guess i want all these qualities in him... but eventually, if the feeling's right, the list usually gets forgotten. haha.oopsy daisy.

i tag....
MOMO! HUIJIN! SERENE!
aiyoo i give up la. the other pple i rly want to tag have all been tagged! they are - my lovelies! aka 404 babes :D
oh well. not impt to tag all i guess. hee.

2006-05-03T22:22:00.000+08:00

AHHHH.
im super super super stressed now!! as in like, worried kind of stressed.
work isnt rly piled up. (or maybe im choosing not to look at the piles =X)
but council internal elections...AHHH!
ok im glad i got open house com chair.
BUT. standing com how? they say if you get a working comchair you might not get your choices cos you alr got what you wanted once. so they might sacrifice you to satisfy other pple who didnt get what they wanted before. SIGHH.
so im so scared now!BAHH.but nvm.im told SHD BE NP.but should be comes in many various degrees. and things do happen last minute. plans change; decisions change. IM RLY HOPING THE DECISION REGARDING ME REMAINS POSITIVE (:
oh and im v slpy too.
dont ask me why. i have no eye dear too. gahh
slpt at 2am on monday and stayed back till 930 for elections on tues. then tues and wed both had training.and today also had council "meeting". HAI. IM SLPY! but technically speaking my schedule isnt hectic yet! so maybe im just not getting enough slp. cos the stuff i ahve on shdnt be making me slpy. i usually slp much alter for more days consecutively and manage to survive anw. haha
OH YA. do i look like im from scgs???!!!! ive been told that several times.. but i just dont see why! im proud to be a nanyang girl ok! :D
shall go busy myself with gpp now. whee!how much fun! =.=
bye

2006-05-01T09:31:00.000+08:00

osuperficiality.
selectiveness.
where's the love man.
i think the world will be a much better place with everyone blind.

//edit
my oh my, after not talking to weiwei for three mths.
i found out that within this 3 mths she: gave birth to a daughter
found love on an oil field
suddenly look very so much like a jappy
starts to think that everyone looks v yummy

and the list goes on and on but i shant say more

(:

2006-04-29T22:45:00.000+08:00

tdy i saw this lil cutie at our club called JOHN!
omg his like a hotie in the making man.
mayybe next time i ll go for younger guys.haha
HIS SOOO CUTE.
sophie and i cldnt stop gushiing abt him jst now.and his bo-gey!haha so darn cute pls.and he has 4 other brothers!louis, stephen, ... & ...

i carn rmb the other two

anw tdy had a rlly nice girlie talk at liting's hse.supposed to be pw meeting la turned out to be gossip session. hahahaha we are damn evil. mojojojos in the making.

tdy's trng (touch)was rlly good!!
everyone is improving by leaps and bounds(: yippeedoodies
mkldnvorigjlkfjs
yay yay tdy is a happy day
and momoliu is a happy girl
and ohyea!we had relay today
but stopped cos of the stoopid lightning and thunder.
i was damn happy to go for trng (swimming) tdy cos it was rlly sunny
hoping to come back wif a tan
denDENden the black clouds start to gather and BOOM
thunder pplus lightning
sigh disappointing la
but lucky the thunder came at the right time cos it was time for fly relay actly
den the thunder came
lucky la i damn scared i malu myself cos i dun think im fit enuff to finish that lap for fly la

haha

ayeaye.JC LIFE IS FULL OF LIES.
yuckyuckyuck.
pls stop trying to destroy her
jst stay in your shite world pls

//edit
this is john(:

(his eyes are supposed to be much bigger!!this pic does no justice man)

2006-04-27T22:31:00.000+08:00

waiyee went to watch westside story too(:(:
and she has the soundtrack OMG I SOO LOVE THIER SONGS PLS DAMN GOOD

anw,
todaywas a damn shitty day

ugh

i was so embarrassed ):
i think i dont deserve my post):

and deres still stoopid ilp.wth

and and and and and

iLOVE DEATHCABFORCUTIE
its damn soothing (:

2006-04-26T21:31:00.000+08:00

ahhh im nt rlly busy..but i FEEL busy.
i dunno why
and im getting rlly stressed up cos swiming's season is coming plus touch comp is like arnd the corner.
and on mon when mr teo scolded us abt wasting time and nt being able to finish the syllabus
and then reminded us abt block tests and all
ughh

den i think abt swimming twice a day during the hols and i oso wanna study + playtimeee! + touch trng
shite la i can totally feel the pressure comingggg
and now i still carn settle down!
im so so so distracted la as always
shiteshite cannot liddat!!

what do i nid to do sooniesoonie

chem ILP
PI drafts
gp ppt

and ohyes!
this rly weird woman called my hse jst now
mad la she/.
she was like ( inchinese):"you dunno who am i meh?"
den i was like thinking huh why shld i noe who you are
and jst saed "err, i dunno"
"are you sure you dunno who i am?"
wth la as if i have eyes everywhere and can friggin noe who that is on the other side
she kept gg on and on abt how i shld noe who she is UNTIL i was like "err i think you called the wrong no."
then she was like "oh!wrong no arh. okay"
dumb laaa
i thot it was dawn at first cos i called her and i expected her to call back
and i was trying to identify that voice with dawn's
but it snded so old womanish i decided it carn be her.

anw today me and moni kena caught by this stoopidbitch of a tcher
carn stand her la
she dint beliieve our story of why we were late and asked how we can give her concrete evidence
den we saed go ask our touch rug capt la
den she waslike you dun tell me wad to do
like wth la you jst asked us how to prove ourselves rt?
den she was like i want you to suggest not ask me to do smthg
gosh, i dunno what stopped us from slapping that face
so chaobin pls

anw, moni is the ultimate laaa!!
haha she friggin forgot to bring her skrt to sch today can!!
hahaa

okayy out

2006-04-21T23:13:00.000+08:00

im back! (:

sick, but back nonetheless.
its really irritating how ive been sick so frequently this year, you know! gahh. today's like my third or fourth ocp alr. and like a million mcs. BLEAGH!
its not fun to be sick! ok its fun when you get to sleep in at home (hehe) but its not fun to catch up with your work after that! (esp not when you realise you just failed physics test.dang.)

hm. we played vj on wednesday. we really expected to win. which is why i feel like i really let the team down. i panicked. heaven knows why! i always panic during nationals. i never freak out for age-group tourneys; i suppose when youre playing for yourself it doesnt quite come across as that important compared to when you're playing for the entire team. hai. IM REALLY SORRY PEOPLE. it was such a close fight. the doubles pair we played weren't even that strong! its just that their balls have no pace! damnit. and pheiqi and i really prefer to play those people who whack. hai. its our own mistake we played into their game. and its definitely my fault to have panicked.
but that won't happen again! i promise! i'll do everything i can to ensure history doesn't repeat itself! wish me luck! (:

and so.in hopes of boosting my morale. i shall attempt to remind myself that pheiqi and i are a strong pair of doubles! note to self: CONVINCE YOURSELF THIS IS TRUE! well. if tamsyn's dad thinks so...hehehe. =X

i think im starting to fall back into depression. something that hasn't quite happened to me in ages. well, maybe not quite depression. just that mood when you feel all lonely, sad and unloved.

yep. very much. recently, i often question, is there anyone who even cares for me?? even people whom i deem to be my friends. are they true to me? perhaps its wrong of me to question our friendship; yet, it hurts when people seem to treasure each other's company more than yours.

it really hurts.

and then there's you. YOU.

you treat me like dirt. talk to me when you feel like it and all of a sudden, POOF. you tell me to go away. WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE? i have feelings too ok! i'll keep quiet for now, cause i know nothing i say will make a difference anyway. let's face it. you don't have the guts. and you lack the ability to make your own decisions. or maybe now you finally have decided. which explains my fate.

get lost!

2006-04-16T18:30:00.000+08:00

had a terrible headache ytd):
from morning till evening!
and cos of the headache i cldnt go for moni lil bro's birthday party!damn sad
den for dinner we ate jap, and the sashimi helped alotttttt(:

with my concert buddy + best dood

ytd night was spent at esplanade watching westsidestory!
wasnt that fantastic though):
and cos our ticket was the cheapest (but still 40$ okayy!!), our seat wasnt all that good
we cldnt see some parts which were positioned extreme left of the stage

the plot wasnt that good, but the script was nt too bad(:

"cha cha cha, seniorita!"

2006-04-14T21:52:00.000+08:00

today's supposed to be mugging day, but i think we ended up talking more than mugging. haha
but I LIKE!havent rlly sat down and talked to kim for so long alrdy!):
i miss the telepathic days.when we can read each other's minds so welll(:
and my parents dint allow me to go for the celebration partyy!or else i cld have accompanied her to see ******* hahahaha.
omg i carn wait for tuesday and wednesday!
my sisssy and father will be gg on a road trip to malaysia!
yay dat means MORE FREEDOM!
goose(:
next wk we have like 3 tests la.damn sucky
oh and ytd we had 8*200m relay
been awhile since i took part in a relay!
relays are funfunfun
esp when they are short dist.
yay i carn wait for tuesdays 4*400m!

and ytd was the first successful class outing??
like at least 2/3 of the class went (:
YAY for dawnieling!

//edit
OHOH!and today i found out some stuff abt NEW!
hahaha but his life like damn sad la.
curiosity kills the cat

2006-04-11T21:54:00.000+08:00

hey.realised i really haven't been blogging in quite a while.
momo!we must work to make sure our blog isn't stagnant! (: altho i know you were the last to blog laa.so its more of me who has to work more.lol.

was just talking to jason...based on what he says...
hai. i really don't know. i don't want to think about it, you know?
guess not.
i know i've told some people before that i'd rather my life have more ups and downs then just be completely stagnant and monotone. i want excitement in my life, man! (:
but. regarding this, i have zilt idea about what i'm going to do. my life is messed up already as i'm not coping so well already. eeks! what with all my committments, i guess i really can't afford to waste time, you know?

haiya. think im going to settle on not thinking about it for now. hehe. the lazy way out.

wah! can't believe i chatted on the phone with jason for 4hrs 40min! damn zai! haha.
to think that was my first time chatting one-on-one with him!hahaha. he's really full of nonsense. but very amusing too! what a jie3mei4! hahaha. i know jason you're going to say, "slap you ah!" but i dont care! jie3mei4jie3mei4! (:

competition tomorrow!i ought to sleep early! but i haven't done my PI yet! ahh. dead.

well. wish us luck people! although we really ought to thrash them tomorrow. PJC. not too far from my house! whee. although competition means we can't go for cheering....but nvm!always have other opportunities, yeah? but cheering will rly have to wait! HCTennis plans to make it all the way to the end! GOGOGO! (:

-joce

p.s. found this damn cool video! watch watch!
http://www3.youtube.com/watch?v=w-F-696CF9k&search=take%20the%20lead
enjoy (:

2006-04-03T20:42:00.000+08:00

sometimes i wonder if my close friends who dont keep in touch with me anymore still think of me once in a while and laugh about the things that we used to do in school.
i do, i still do.
and i hope they do the same too!
but it seems that they dont rlly care anymore):

anw the past week has been funfunfun
we went back to ny to visit MS CHOOO
when i msged her to tell her we were going back to visit her she replied "i thought of you ytd"
OHMY!so happyy
and on sat we went to d.tan's hse.
his gf is damn chio laaa i wld turn les for her.
and i aspire to be like her when i grow up!
we had fun at coro grocery shopping
and major bitch session they had

anw, ytd's css
CHEEYANG WON!
ahhh was soopa highhhh
but im damn worried abt my fone bill at the end of the month cos i voted like damn alot of times.
and
ADRIANO.
IS
SO
DROOL
WORTHY

COS HE IS SOO CUTE.
and i took like sooper alot of fotos of him!
YAY YAY!
im gg to try to learn how to superimpose fotos so dat i can superimpose my face nxt to his(:
and then im going to frame it up and stare at it whenever im sad

oh and today's polo match
was good!
my sotong econs tutor totally forgot abt the makeup lesson we arranged with her
and stoopid la we ran arnd the sch jst to look for her cos she dint msg liting our econs rep.
then wasted our ONLY break la
ended up eating disgusting semi-rotten hotdog bun
anw, den we told her we had to leave at 140 cos the bus wld be taking us dere
den she was like NO.and yuen was like trying DARN hard nt to break out in FUDGE YOU fits.
"its ur fault la.you forgot abt the lesson what."
then it took her a very long 15 mins to decide that it was okay for us to go cos she realised we cldnt do the tutes.and we had to run like stoopid nuts to catch the bus that went to the pool la.

but it was worth it! cos we won 7-3!
WOOTS!

mother mo

2006-03-28T22:13:00.000+08:00

momo im not angry!
i was just hurt laa. but its ok alr!
dont worry babe! i still love you loads! (:

what should i say.
perhaps this means im growing up. not that i was immature before this, but i seem to be somewhat more sensible? yet i wonder if this is the right decision....
im getting over you already. im determined. perhaps...love just isn't meant for me.
i always seem to end up broken hearted.
but its ok.
it was a good experience..for me, at least.
after all, this experience has taught me to understand that love simply cannot be compelled. and that life can be really tough on us. things simply don't work out the way we want it to.
but as i said, its ok (:
i have loved, and lost. although i never once had your love.
how remarkably stupid of me.

jocelyn is a stupid girl.
she should learn to ignore her feelings and start to be a good hwachong mugger! ((:

-joce

2006-03-27T21:13:00.000+08:00

im so sry jocelyn!);
pls dun be mad at me ):

anw, somehow or rather, it seems like my brain and my heart carn syncronize.
i noe perfectly well that what im doing is rlly bad, and i noe it can hurt someone, but i jst carn seem to stop it!
arghh.my heart is taking total control over my body!shitshitshit.
i need to change.i jst carn change my mindset, and i dunno why.

and mr teo says that i always look like i have dark under eye circles!
omann ive got to do somethingabt it!like slp at 10.okay at least try to slp at 10.
and gosh i need to try and at least like think twice next time abt doing something.i need to be COMMITTED!
i find myself jst talking but no action.

focusfocusfocus.
i hate to break promises.

momoliu

2006-03-26T22:43:00.000+08:00

somehow or rather, chatting on msn seems to always make me so much happier!
i think its cos it allows you to talk to the people you havenot talked to for donkey yrs(:
like andrea!my pooty(:
i rlly hope life is treating you well girl
if you have anything that you need, be it physically or jst emotionally i will be here for you yeah
anw shopping was crazeeeee.
damn fruitful i must say.
the shop at heeren "mu" or smthg is soo me!
gosh!i want to buy everything dere.
but im feeling rather guilty now):
i shall start saving up

2006-03-25T21:42:00.000+08:00

YES!turpentine is damn disgusting.
i totally agree with you laa.
i carn stand the smell of it!

anw, yesterday was rather fun!
cos we ended at 230, so i had 2.5hrs to slack arnd before trng started.
dead as we were walking down the stairs to our classbench, dunno who suddenly suggested coming up with a **** , and immediately it woke everyone up (dawn, rachels and i)
we excitedly threw down our bagts at the class bench and proceeeded to the fishie tank.
hahahahaaaa
and volleyball! we came up wif a new method of playing volleyballl cos the module is getting too boring!

anw,
i realised that i ve been using this 2words rather frequently "overall package"
ahhh, im becoming one superficial dooooood):

-momoliu

2006-03-24T21:49:00.000+08:00

poo. turpentine really stinks you know! hai. and my hands and feet and prob arm all stink of it!!ahh.
but without it its impossible to wash off the green paint we used today cos its enamel paint which is supposed to be really uh, strong? haha. as in it really doesn't come off. at least the red and the blue paint come off really easily! i like (:

yesterday and today was spent painting our banner. originally i thought it looked kind of boring, although i helped come up with the design (while gossipping with jason - he's a really interesting source, you know!hehe.) and i really liked it too! but. when i first drew it with chalk (i can draw!wow!lol) it looked like crap.. but now! its quite nice! at least there are more colours and it looks rather decent!hehe.

i painted the colour tone thingy that took quite long.. and i totally gave up on brushes then laa! used all ten of my fingers! they're really efficient! a job well done, fingers! haha. which probably explains why i went home totally dirty and "paint"-ty. haha. oh thats probably due to the paint battle with jierong laa. haha. yesterday's battle was with pam and jason? haha. ruined my orientation tee shirt. so sad ): ah nvm. but today's battle was darn amusing! jierong won only bc his paint was on a much more convenient area ok! its so much easier to use your palm than to use your uh..whats it called? forearm? yeah i think so.hehe. so obviously he won laa! and i kena-ed a lot more paint =.=
but banner painting is fun! and tomorrow is video day! haha. finally. we kind of delayed laa. no choice. staying over at daphy's house to do it too! but so silly. she stays super duper near me! haha. but i can jsut imagine i ll be too lazy to take those few steps back home. =X

my ankle's still hurting! i don't know why! maybe its because of banner painting? since this morning its been hurting even without me walking! which is really unusual cause that wasn't the case the past few days! hai. nvm nvm. i hope i recover soon! hwa chong's really cursing me! first bronchitis now this! barely trained at all the past month! sighh.

oh well.
chua on sunday. jackpot here i come! whee. haha. my first ever independent one. sorry i'm pathetic. haha.

-joce

momoliu's birthdate

2006-03-21T08:38:00.000+08:00

Your Birthdate: December 14

You work well with others. That is, you're good at getting them to do work for you.
It's true that you get by on your charm. But so what? You make people happy!
You're dynamic, clever, and funny. And people like to have you around.
But you're so restless, they better not expect you to stay around for long.

Your strength: Your superstar charisma

Your weakness: Commitment means nothing to you

Your power color: Fuchsia

Your power symbol: Diamond

Your power month: May

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

How You Life Your Life

You are honest and direct. You tell it like it is.
You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think.
You're open to new people and friends, which makes you a pretty popular person.
You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable.

How Do You Live Your Life?

2006-03-18T19:33:00.000+08:00

hellooo. have i really been mia-ing?? hehe. so sorry! been too busy! and too lazy, perhaps. haha.

ok anw so im here to start blogging again. hmm. say what? my mind is totally blank now laa. ehh. how's this? started the hols with a big stack of homework. today is what? saturday? and i still have 3/4 of that stack of homework undone. GREAT. i am so super screwed. i barely had ANY time at all to do homework. so i was actually doing work at kallang. like how stupidly retarded and mugger-ish was i feeling! hai. its super embarrassing to do work at kallang. esp when other people are all either playing matches or watching matches. eeks.
and i think masaomi's dad and ryoma's mom must think im like a mugger or smth. cause they saw me doing work there! haha. and masaomi's dad was like asking me which school im in now. cause i havent seen him in quite some time. then i was like, "hwa chong." and he went, "oh.that CHINESE school?" EEKS. so i went into defensive mode. and tried explaining to him that we actually speak english in school. and not, as he thinks, rattle on in chinese all day long.
and its not like im anti-chinese. i speak decent chinese, write decent chinese, and im also proud to be chinese. not for any particular reason, except its part of my identity. its a part of me. i just wanted to establish the fact to masaomi's dad that we're actually bilingual. (:

OOH. yesterday i was supposed to play my singles match against vanessa boey. but she didn't turn up.so i got a walkover. lol. so i went to watch phei qi's match against person X. hee. better keep her identity a secret. for my protection! haha. oh well. so i was watching her match with darrell. and we were making fun of X laa. cause she's so amusingly ahem, disgusting? hee. darrell kept imitating her laa! how gross is that! i had such a good laugh! (: but i think her brother came along and saw us making fun (ok. maybe not making fun. just making some comments abt her dressing and the way she walks that arent so nice laa.hehe) of her. he kind of glared at us. oops. =X heck ah. it was seriously amusing. OH. and when dillon arrived he called me a slacker cause i got a walkover and i heard sucker! oops! damn cheeky!haha. i was like complaining to phei qi that he called me 1. slacker 2. OEI 3. oops.i cant rmb anymore. smth thats def not along the lines of jocelyn. haha. sickening ah, that dillon, or dillie as i like to call him. tee hee.

and during our doubles, darrell and dillon gave me this cup of coke/pepsi they had. they said that its mixed with CHEESE FRIES AND LETTUCE!!!gross! i was drinking away happily. yikes. and somehow after that our match went down. haha. i think i had slight stomach discomfort =X but im not gg to blame them for my lousier play in the second set. hai. i kind of panicked and couldn't volley properly in the second set. but we won all the same. and freaked the coaches there out for our second set's score was 7-6 (12-10) damn close laa!despite the fact that we thrashed them 6-0 in the first set. hehe.

aiya. tmr is the finals! how exciting. go there and have fun whacking and getting whacked. lol. playing tamsyn and jolene laa! its gg to be fun. haha. but i ll have to miss chua! meiling!!! how! tell him not to forfeit my jackpot question ok! otherwise it wont be fair! like i practically nv get to answer a jackpot question correctly and if he doesn't let me pull the jackpot in the end i'll be so sad! oh. and sorry! i can't keep you company tmr! sorry sorry!

so excited! we're filming the campaigning video tmr! fun fun! (:

ok. does this entry make up for my mia-ing? lol

hey dillie. if you're reading this it means i gave in and told you my url. which i still haven't decided if i should. HEHEH.

lotsa love (plus a lot of apologies to momo once again for not being able to go for chua tmr!),
joce

2006-03-17T20:47:00.000+08:00

today was a rather busy dayy
and travelling in and out of of my hse takes soo much time! ):
my hse is jst too ulu la
anw, painted the banner today.one day is nt enufff!
and turpentine is like our Best fren laa.
i want a turpentine bath.i still feel dirrrty
but the smell is horrendous
anw nvr ever get tutu kueh from bugis street; the coconut is damn dry and not swt enuff.
and the waffle place that sells binjiangkueh; the coconut is swt and moist and MMMMMM!damn good but TOO DARN LITTLE.

anw, dats all for nowwww.

momoliu

sadsadsad

2006-03-16T22:22:00.000+08:00

after reading youxin's blog abt how she, when on the bus recalling the random things that pple do in sch, will laugh to herself, i feel sooo JEALOUS! i miss that feeeeling.
i used to think alot abt what happened in sch, and i will jst laugh to myself, like some lunatic.well, i look forward to sch everyday EVERY SINGLE DAY cos sch was soo soo fun and enjoyable. the ollies, the kinky kampong kids, pipanigelongdingdong.I MISS ALL OF YOU! ):
life isnt the same w/o you all.
"where's the secret stash?""it's under my desk!"
and i rmb the ollies had to sing the chinese version of twinkletwinkle little stars during chinese lesson, cos we jst KEPT talking non stop. we were like the motor mouths of the motor mouths. and of crse, neil's laughter.combined with all of ours, can even threaten to shatter the windows.
wu laoshi tried to shut us up many times, but to no avail. so we ended up entertaining our class (or rather ourselves) by singing twinkle twinkle lil stars in chinese.ahh, so nostalgic.
the good ol' 402 days.
and the "toilet-cum-mirror" gang. i used to go to the toilet like 4/5 times a day.cos lessons were soo boring!my deskmate would have to accompany me to the toilet that many times a day.plus kimimilove; she wld be more than happy to go to the toilet with me where we can slack and take more fotos!(:
oh! and our flowers!haha we told everybody that it was freshly plucked from my garden. we used to wear them arnd sch.the FLOWER girls(: but of crse, we carn where them in sch now.pple will start labelling us as bimbos la. sighsighsigh. I WANT MY NY LIFE BACK!):

i lubdublubdub ny 402'05 & 207 '03
-momoliu (joce!stop mia-ing!)

2006-03-15T12:45:00.000+08:00

campaign mates are coming soonie baboonieeee!(:
funfunfun. IM EXCITED!haah
its been a long time since anyone has come to my hse
cos my hse is too ulu.
anw, talking to rachel online jst makes me look like some maniac laughing my ass off in front of the comp.
"assmole" omg doesnt it snd so ADORABLE. (she coined it for meee)
"double delicious" i totally agreeeee (: (:

2006-03-14T22:36:00.000+08:00

this is US(:
the bunnies-cum-jaqyeo lookalikes.

2006-03-14T17:50:00.000+08:00

okay lar.this is mr "handsome, gorgeous and irresistable" three in one.
like milo!

2006-03-14T17:31:00.000+08:00

jst trying to upload some fotos! cos ive nvr tried doing it. and stoopid songjun thinks that fotos will make entries easier to read. but i duwan to upload his "handsome,gorgeous, irresistable" fotos, so i will jst use some of mine.

2006-03-13T10:16:00.000+08:00

it's like only 1015 in the morning and i have alrdy talked to 2 pple on the fone!
how boring can the holidays get):
supposed to have trng this morning; and no one told us abt the change to tmr):
so i woke up early early today, even though i talked till late ytd to that stoopid xixi on the fone. gah im so tired! but i dun feel like slping.
i jst feel like doing smthg!!but im too tired to even move.
and shucks.shld i go shopping with my sissy or go watch chee yang?
i promised my sissy and she has been waiting to go shopping with me for oh so long.howsyhowsy.
and if i pangseh kimimi and deedee i will feel damn bad):
DILEMMA!

and i dun feel like doing work today):today's supposed to be the going out day!and tmr's supposed to be the hardworking day! so im like supposed to bring everything forward. aiyaaaaaaaaaaaa

//edit
oh oh! and apparently our classmates (jocie's and mine) think we resemble jaq yeoo. OMG.like OH MY FRIGGING GOD.even if you wanna insult us, dunnid to go to this extreme man! rach leong was like "first look and i cld see the resemblance!" ): ):

2006-03-12T19:44:00.000+08:00

woah!jocie, that last post was crazeee.i had to FORCE myself to continue reading on you noe. haha anyway, today has been a rather hot hot hot dayy- it made me melt, like literally!
oh and my sissy jst made nutella fudge cupcakes, or smthg.IT IS GOOD.makes me wanna eat more, but you noe i ve got to restrain myself!!tdy my hse suddenly got influx of good food.
my mum went to get like soopah goood cookies from dunno where, and suddenly my sissy decided to bake. i seriously shld start trying to bake too! well, the last time i baked wasnt too long ago, during vee-day, but... i used the cookie mix! not counted!

so, actly, the last time i baked WITHOUT the cookie mix was when i was in sec 2; that was 3 yrs ago alrdy!! omg.time flies huh.and i rmb it was called some "banana chocolate brownie" or smthg liddat.got bananas inside one.it turned out to be SOOO SUCKY. but i dint manage to tell anyone. YET.and my oh so greedy brother and his fren who was studying with him at our hse for their a's went to get some. and erm.i think they threw it away aft the first bite): i was so embarrassed can! because like..they were trying my oh so disgusting brownies!so i jst hid in my room the rest of the day.so no-face can.

anw, dawnie is so nice! she's actly READING ALL OUR ENTRIES.yay for her!hi dawnie!im saying hi here to you while i blog!aint you honoured your name is actly here?!

ohyes!huang cheng ytd! siting was darn good !im so proud of you smartass!(:(:and hanyan!and chen yang!(:(:and our 61 peeps who were urshering, doing the lightings, sounds and yea.props rite?(: GOOD JOB!oh oh! and i like talking to dawn! FEELS GOOD YOU NOE!another compliment dawn.looks like youve earned yourself 2 brownie pts from momoliu.

haiyah.dun feel like blogging alrdy.so im outta here!
ciao!

momoliu

reminiscence (:

2006-03-11T20:35:00.000+08:00

fwah.FWAH. that was honestly exhilarating.
REMINISCENCE indeed. It started with wanting to look at those pictures we took on the last day of the term. And then, since i was at shu's albums...i started looking at many of our past pictures. and then watched a lot of videos. They brought back soo many memories. Like, how is it possible to have enjoyed my time with 404 sooo much?? While watching the teachers' day video, there was this permanent huge grin plastered on my face!heh. It was so amusing.
well.since we're on the topic of reminiscing... lets see.

sec one. ehh.practically no recollection of that year. hmm. i think it pretty much zoomed past rather quickly. hmm choral night, maybe? i still remember it was THE WITCHES. with momo being the one who said "by roald dahl." hee. i remember the teacher gave her hell for that. cause she expected perfect pronounciation. hai. but the poem/play was so eccentric and funny! well.the dressing up part was. wore eccentric old women's clothes.haha.and the makeup.THE MAKE UP!!!hohoho.that was the BEST, man. i remember it was just facial paint. and since our idea of the witches was totally eccentric, we got to paint our faces using really weird colours!like green and blue; yellow and purple etc etc. and i was in charge of the PAINT!hohoho.that was soo much fun.
but of course, sec one wasn't just choral night. im sure there was great fun doing all the cow stuff in class (yeah, one seven class mascot was a COW.mooo)
and the selling of ice popsicles in the form of a hand! yeah.cos we filled the drinks in gloves.heh. that was messy.but lotsa fun! and we earned a lot too! for the funfair laa.
oh yes. and a lot of competition against one eight. duh right. we were the two sports classes what. bernice was always the most eh, aggressive? during the competitions against eight. and the one who would get most upset when we lost.yep.
ehh.what else.hmm.probably a lot of studying too.HEH. ehh sec one very guai ok! (what do you expect?positive influence from phei qi ok!top in class, she was.haha)

hmm ok.moving on to....sec two! whee. sec two was just..two seven and tennis i guess. i can't remember much from two seven too. but. i remember having a lot of fun doing the two seven angels thingy with deborah and phei qi! (omg.got laughed at by mr lim for that a lot, man!cos we were like writing those bullshit crap during geog lesson.heh)
oh yeah!plus a lot of hair-braiding. MY hair. deborah's hands! haha. they used to say i look like some american countryside girl.bleagh. sweet, they say. TOOT I SAY! hahha. but oh well. i remember how handy hair braiding came in during IT lessons cos we used that as the focus of our video!haha.guess who provided the hair once again?lol.
sec two lifeskills camp.i remember the wushu competition!we won it!muahahhaa.go twoseven! we used to practice at my house, i remember!haha. moved away all the furniture in the living room so we can all go "HAH." and do all sorts of wushu stunts laa.haha.thanks to kaixuan's sister who choreographed it!and the zai zai zhuojing and (eh who was the other person?) who did the fantastic duel. LONG DE CHUAN REN! woah. think that was the first time seven won something big. (yeah quite loser.tell me about it.) and our oh-so-wonderful flag! with the chinese character long!
yep.and our energy dance. you realise we had a lot of those dragon/long and energy stuff.too many energy fans in our class already! not that im one of them though.heh. it was so cool! if im not wrong we used fang shou. and the whole class performed it. FANTASTICALLY!hee. cos we couldn't bring ourself to dance some chinese dance thingy. yep. so we ended up looking super cool and se3. (:
ooh.and the ghost telling session after the midautumn festival celebrations outside the tennis courts!i remember how i freaked everybody with my stories!teehee.so shiok ah!haha.and running around scaring people.great fun, it was.haha.
and choral night'03. the second half of the class (my half) didn't get to perform. the first half took both performances!ahh.oh well.they were zai-er anyway. it was fun supporting them and watching them rehearse! (and sniggering away since we didn't have to spend our holidays practising away.muahaha.) but it was so funny la. the chinese skit with meiling as the mother in the cheong sum, and deborah as the guai girl (WHICH GUAI GIRL HAS SUCH A SHORT SKIRT????lol).and all that dancing at the end of the show! (sugar~ oh~ honey honey~) hee.damn fun.and the english skit was funny too laa.think it was the tomdickandharry one. ELISSA!haha.all the act-nerd people.haha.oh ya!the main focus was xinwei and zhuojing as the lovers!hahha.
hai.been a long while since i thought about the sectwo memories. and somehow i thought i didn't have fun in sec two. now i REMEMBER all the fun! and obviously this isn't all. i mean, in every year that im blogging about, i bet i left out quite some stuff. ah ma's memory ain't too good.haha.

now...sec three!when lots of things happened. (:
firstup i just remember how sad i was. cause i was the ONLY one from twoseven in threefour.plus the fact that i barely knew anyone in the new class. hai. and the horrible first impression of the class. cause the first day of school is never spent in class for us psls. so by the time i got to the class, all the seats were assigned already. and i was like seating with (to quote yinghui..) "the outcasts" aka joba and aud. goodness. and so i asked to change seats with aud so that i could sit closer to yinghui and yumin and aiwen and kailin.who were the only ones i knew then. cause i spoke once to kailin before.and when the gang heard that i was all alone and knew LIKE NO ONE, they quickly befriended me. yeah. so duh i wanted to sit nearer to them right. aiya.then aud said she wouldn't be able to see cause she was short.so i asked joba.who said she wouldn't be able to see too! i was so pissed off then la. cause i thought, she's so tall!impossible to not be able to see!but of course, i didn't know about her eye condition then. well. so the first two days of school i thought i would be screwed. like totally.
and that TOTALLY CHANGED. aud and joba turned out to be great people.just initially dao =) and of course, the four-ers were just too funky a group of people!
lets see.eng-econs sia! like poor me. my group members stay at 1.pasir ris.2.tampines.3.hougang.4.behind hwa chong (yumin!thank goodness there's you!) yep.and so poor bukit timah me made millions of trips down to pasir ris...but lots were done at yoomin's house too!yay.convenient.hehe. i remember the spastic video we did! (WE WANT FOOD!WE WANT FOOD!) and uh. the barbiedolls-spewing scene.hhaa.the 911 incident one laa.damn spas. and the chain effect aka us falling on each other!
apart from that.what else.hmm.just some key events then.since sec three and four life was like super vibrant and eventful.
OBS!shucks.what was my watch name? dang.can't quite remember. OH! COLUMBUS! =D we weren't a very close watch.hmm.quite cliquish too. i spent most of my time with daphne (what a coincidence!:D) shenghui and carmen. the first night! it rained like mad.and the four of us ran in the rain, with the big mat covering us..we ran like mad people laa! and saw that the tent we painstakingly put up had, toppled. haiya.the first two days basically sucked.cause it rained so much. and i froze the first night. wore shorts to sleep in that freezing area! and i was right at the end! ahh! but anw. obs was still fun. all that kayaking in the rain...the pitching of tent in the middle of nowhere... the exhilaration of being able to bathe at the residential camp! (our camp was UNDER RENOVATION.the toilet kept flooding laa!) yeah and forcing ourselves to eat more prunes at the resi camp so that we can shit.haha. damn funny. then there was all the absailing and stuff. so scary!!!omg. i think i totally freaked myself out doing that la.im kind of afraid of heights??? yep.and the missing pots and bottle and stuff!looked all over for those crap, man! haha. cause we would have had to pay for them la. sickening.they kept going missing. ooh!and the food! i think i lost all my appetitite there. the first night our rice was like burnt, can! gross. survived on can food and digestives. think they were the best digestives i had ever had.haha. but overall i had a good time at obs (mobile) :) although somehow after a while, sheng hui and carmen and i kinda grew distant. i stopped speaking to them altogether. no eye dear why too. hai. but my obs experience was made fun probably by them. so thanks all the same! =)

after obs...what else? ahh.teachers' day dance? i recall yinghui and siting spending a lot of time choreographing the dance. and us being so enthu and practised so much. but things didn't work out for us. a dance simply wasn't enough to perform onstage. oh well.the experience was good, yeah? THIS IS THE SUMMBER OF LOVE =)

ehh.how about chem sia? my all too famous clock turning scene for the video! hahaha. the stupid clock turning scene took an entire recess to film! due to my uh kinda lag response to pple telling me to stop turning the minute hand! hehe.turn too fast already! couldn't stop in time.hee. and the painful experience of editing the video with kl. who was doing her own video on DUST MITES.lol. we all gek se3 for the video la. act pro when filming it, can! i laughed at her like mad when videoing her. hee.

next up, we have....eoy china immersion programme!hhaha. i remember i wasn't quite close to shu xiaowei and dawn at first. but because of bj we bonded so much more even before the trip started! and then at beijing....ooh lala! lotsa fun with fabfive. who cares if the others thought we kept to ourselves way too much? ooh and g10!hahha. aiwen and liulu were damn pro la. i loved the nights we shared, people! every night was super duper fun with all that....uh.talking? hahaha. and my beloved xiaowei.sorry i terrorized you with my messiness and qiu tian de tong hua!hahhaa.you were still a great roommate =) well.beijing really bonded us all, didn't it? especially fabfive. hai. you guys were wonderful! massive phototaking sessions, though. for us.not kailin. cause she loved to take pictures (INCESSANTLY!) and guess who were her models?? poor xiaowei had to cross a bridge just to let her take a pic. retarded, man.hahha. oh oh! and it was so funny because xiaowei and i would eat so slowly that shu dawn and kl couldn't take it!hahha.well.they tried to give us training before we left for beijing. but i guess a leopard just can't change its spots? hehe. aiya. beijing holds too many memories for me! fabfive memories never fail to make me relish them esp when i look at all our pics! poof. ok la.shant neglect my ngo! together with me, we form ngo hiang! haha.the two who walk the slowest all the time. very lagg. haha. MANY MANY MANY beijing memories. all that fun! impossible to blog about them. hehe. and we had chalet too! great fun.but i cant rmb what really happened. ooh yes. wild wild wet...and....massive mahjong session!haha.tongxiao you know! we ended up being deadbeat. try going to buy coffee in such a state of mind!haha.i had to hold shu's hand to cross the road.shu had her famous "the floor looks inviting" and aiwen and her famous "im on the huoche/chuan" lol.aiwen!its called a train!like MRT!haha.rmb!hee.

ok. up next we have SEC FOUR!
lifeskills camp was first up i think. ok.so we practised our folk dance long and hard. on our dirty floor!eeks. but the dance was graceful, i ahve to say :D waiyee and siting the butterflies! haha. aiyo. i can still hum the tune of that music. ooh. there was kl's group with the funny vertical pipa kinda strumming move.haha. and uh. aud's grp who did dunno what. =X my group where we had all the feet movement that was really tough for me =X and like the second part i remember us like last minute choreographing a section in at the SAC. we were like in a circle doing dunno what?haha. cannot really rmb alrdy.heh. see if i can still find the video.hehe. yep. ooh yes. and the last part, i was spinnin away with yinghui with our hands hooked!haha. hai. this folk dance was awesome, man. all that fun. although we didn't win at lifeskills camp. but who cares? it was the fun that mattered.
okok.lifeskills camp was more than just the dance! the first day we had like games, right? which i wasn't present for. neither was i present for the makeup session. i got as far as the face cleansing part before i had to go.haha. for tennis finals! which nanyang didn't take part in cause we were third?so we just went there to umpired.haha.tanning away!lol. and slacking away at the kfc at kallang. the group of us sharing one drink!hhahaa.ooh.and nah treated us to macs right? was it that day? aiya.cannot remember already. oh!but i remember tamsyn and i pretending to be car models (as in the real person kind of models.) presenting nah's car.haha!so amusing. ah.and having the indian dinner with the team instead of with the class. and uh. yes. apparently the puttu really suited me cause im so dark i look indian? =.= yep.and while others danced away to the music after dinner, the team had fun gossiping away. once again. haha. the ny tennis team's favourite pasttime. =)
um.second day.what else happened? the outdoor activities thingy was a blast too! i think our cheering was sensational laa. four-four cheers are going to be a legacy!haha.we were like super duper high, man. what else ah? no eye dear already la. just remember the formal dinner. getting ready for it was madness! imagine four girls cramped in one small chalet room having to change and put on makeup. plus there was one totally untrained one! ME! haha. i didn't even do anything to my hair.did i even comb it?hmm.haha. thats the advantage of having short hair.hee. and i sure rmb my blue eyeshadow and matching blue dress!haha. oh well.rooming with waiyee kl and joba was great fun! haha. sailing away on our beds was amusing. and sharing chips is amusing with joba's uh..licking hand.yikes.damn gross.haha. waiyee is just damn funny too la.hahah.her retainers!=X oh ya.back to formal dinner. i had to walk the whole long distance to the d'marqee with my heels like unfastened?cause we were like super late.hehhe. and uh.yes.waiyee and her extremely revealing dress.haha. and aud and her AHEM STICK ON you-know-what.lol.and her dress kept slipping off to reveal IT la.lol.sorry aud dont kill me! =X ah. overall the night was a blast. maniacal photo-taking session.hhaa. great stuff! =D

ehh.then youth forum?youth forum took a lot out of us to organise. and i realised that minutes-taking isn't fun!why did i become the secretary with siting??ahh.pure horror.haha.but when we actually implemented youth forum... ARTS was fantastic! the actual faciliating was a new experience for me. and we met lotsa new people! i remember spending hours in school after the first day of YF doing the star thingy with ice cream sticks with the rest of the arts facilitators!so much fun.most memorable. although, till now.i still cannot do a single one =.= i could only write.haha.totally gave up tryin to fix one already.ahh. haha.okok.so youth forum was great. the night out with the arts people after youth forum on the last day was totally cool too! all those lame jokes =.= haha.

next...what?aiyo.my memory is a gone case already. i THINK it was teachers' day la. we finally got to perform our item! the skit was totally FANTASTIC!hahha.i was watching it just now and i couldn't stop laughing.hehe. SPIRT FINGERS!THIRTEENGOINGONTHIRTYDANCINGBYKL!hahha.and im the cool ri guy with the raffles butt, man. haha. i think my "yes coach" thingy was like super amusing. remember how you guys made me demo taht so many times the other day? before we came up with the skit?got me so breathless laa.haha. aiya. watch the skit and prepare to laugh!haha.save me the trouble of typing more. hee.what can i say? HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!hahha.

hmm.what else ah.i honestly really cannot remember already. probably all the bits and pieces of stuff happening. like pia-ing for PIA and CRAP in our el portfolio.haha. i worked all the way till 8am!ok laa.i was slow.most pple finished by 3-4am. bleagh. but nvm.i got it done all the same =) then mugging for exams!hee.studying at shu's house...SHITHEAD!hahaha.super duper fun. i always tried to bargain for more playing time. hee. and uh. how could i forget the famous DRUMLET incident by shu????hahaha.i still have the video, fyi, shu.heee.dont whack me! even studying becomes fun with these people.hehe.

then chalet!hahah.nonstop mahjong-ing again.haha.but this time round!we had prank-calling to entertain us too! remember siting's academy award standard performance?on benson?hahha.its a classic, man. imagine so many of us on the bed trying to muffle our laughter!hahaha.what a blast.and uh.while others went out to the shoppin centre, a group of us remained behind to do more mahjong and prank calling!hahha.great fun.but i had to leave early.sigh.daddy's more important i guess.ooh.but shu!i still enjoyed that claypot rice we shared!it was yummy!seriously.we should have it again sometime soon!heh.

woah.ok.that was a lot of stuff i just blogged about.how long did i take to blog this much?two hours, maybe?hahah.well.congrats if you managed to read till here. you're amazing!seriously!hahaha.oh well. perhaps i left quite a bit of stuff out (due to memory failure), but this is pretty much what my four years in nanyang has given me. ok.more than just this. i really left out quite some stuff.like chinese culture camp in sec two?or was it sec three?when we had to help out and stuff.oh.and sec three maf when we did stupid dares.see?a lot left out.hee.but nvm. i just want to say i really truly enjoyed my four years in nanyang. who would have thought that i would actually say i miss nanyang? when i first joined ny i bet i didn't think i would ever come to miss the school.but its not jsut the school.its the memories created and the bonds forged in the school that i will really come to miss. i really treasure those times!honest. now we've come to a stage where we can no longer put on the ny uniform (which i hated in sec one) for much longer. soon its going to be the dreary hwa chong BROWN uniform.eeks. well. hwa chong...thats going to be a new chapter in my life.perhaps it already is. but still. i just want to say...

I LOVE NANYANG.I LOVE THE PEOPLE IN NANYANG. ESP 207'03 404'05 AND OF COURSE THE NY TENNIS TEAM. i love you all.*muacks*

p.s. good job to have read till here!bravo!hahah

-finally signing off,
joce

2006-03-10T20:48:00.000+08:00

thanks meiling for the luck!haha.but it didn't get put to use!
because i didn't take the test in the end.bleagh.i took ocp today again.sigh.
i suspect there's something about fridays..maybe im cursed!gasp.hehe.took ocp last friday too.then ended up with bronchitis and didn't go to school (or out of the house in the first place except for friday night, for a concert) all the way till tuesday when i was simply too bored at home already.
well yeah.so i was feeling unwell during physics lecture already (eugene commented that i became awfully quiet) and by break, i felt slightly faint.felt sick.then it was going to be chemistry lab!doing heating....so the originally stuffy chem lab would become even more stuffy with all the heating going on, and no fans allowed.with bronchitis i'm already having difficulties breathing..so pam and daphne suspected that i might just faint. which explains why i took ocp. heh. mr teo was like "i told you not to come to school right!" =X
um.as for chem test..i wanted to take it before i went home, but mr teo told me to just go home and rest. and take the test next term.kena postponed again!haha.hai.wasted my time studying this week.

ah.don't know what else to say.there's like so much to say but i have no idea where to start.sigh.dont worry mei!i'm starting to be more nonchalant towards the "case".haha.i realised what a fine line it is between love and hate!somehow i'm beginning to feel traces of hatred towards a particular someone.haha.yikes.

-joce.chilling.heh

2006-03-10T20:26:00.000+08:00

i miss swimming trng alotalott(:
that feeling of moving so smoothly in the water (when we dun have muscle aches, that is)
having that golden tan!!
& seemingly hairless legs.
i even miss the crazeee john dempsey trng!that feeling of accomplishment aft swimming that 30x100m and recording our times on the "whiteboard" that each of us had.feels damn good aft dat man.
the 3 / 5 km straight swim that we had to swim.swim until our hands became numb!
the 6x400m sprint swim for warmup.
the familiar muscle aches.
tsunami-stimulating waves.
the bitching-cum-bathing sessions in the toilet.
toilet-slcking sessions.
gah!so nostalgic.

and so TODAY!i went swimming.and i had to swim with the kiddies cos im not going for nag. and i did a 1.17 for 100 freeee!and aft nt swimming for 8 mths!:) :) yay yay happyness.

momoliu.out.

2006-03-09T20:58:00.000+08:00

chill man joce(: (rmb the mocha breeze or dunno what name drink that bernice bought me?)
this kind of pple not worth your anger!
anw, i can totally understand how you feeling now!
and why must they always be from the same school!!UGH.
they are so irritating!like mosquitoes.they leave their marks everywhere!eek.
they shall now be known as the mosquito girls.

anw, jociekins has a chem test tmr.GO JOCIE!i hope i had been of good help on wed(:
oh and had bio test tdy.and, no surprise. i flunked it! sigh. but its okay, at least we have the marchs hols to like get over it.

oh oh! we hve 2 new classmates today! one prc scholar, and the other ANOTHER RACHEL. from NETBALL too.and a DARN tall one.she's 1.76 okayy. dun pray-pray ah!
like during ct session at the audi ytd, the guys kept looking at her cos they were so intimidated by her height! and some wanted to see if she's taller than them. haha. first dawnie, then her. oh and she's so cuteee la! she writes lame jokes on her pper whenever she's bored during class so dat she ca nentertain her other classmates.cos today me and yuenyuen were like LOST again during phycis tute, when tommy was gg on and on abt some thing which we have no idea whats it abt, we saw her scribbling stuff on her pper. so we thot she cld understand and stuff.den we realised she was writing out lame jokes for us to read!(:(:

yay!after all the tests and all dat, i feel SOO SOO relieved can. nvr felt so good before. and then HOLIDAYS! im gg to shop till i drop man. literally. and more tcc outings wif my fave DOOD.
and swimming trng tmr.YAY!

okay.out.

momo lubdublubdub you truckloads jocie<3

-momoliu.

2006-03-09T19:12:00.000+08:00

omg. no offense, but i just cannot stand her.
truth be told, i dont even know her. but hey.you can get an aura of a person without knowing her, yeah? and she just comes across as one of the many act-cute/bimbotic/"omg-im-so-hot" kind of girls. looking at her face alone simply irks me. argh!
i can't believe XXX's taste. my impression of you has just fallen a great big notch, fyi. but you're not going to be reading this anyway, so it doesn't matter. seriously.do all guys like such bimbos?like eww.its fun to act bimbotic (reminiscence of 404 days!whee) but it sure isn't to actually be one.oh yeah.and she still wants to diet even though she's just all skin-and-bones.argh.so gets on my nerve. im getting disgusted.

ok, just venting some anger. tata.

love ya meiling! (:

-joce

surprise surprise!

2006-03-07T22:39:00.001+08:00

my my!
i realised that jocie actly filled up the part abt US!
and you actly rmb my birthdate(:
and yes, i rather it be hcjc, snds so much better pls.
ahh, i still have stoopie econs tute to do):

ciao!

testing

2006-03-07T22:39:00.000+08:00

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